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Complacency and Self-Delusion

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I know your works; you are neither cold nor hot. I wish that you were either cold or hot. So, because you are lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I am about to spit you out of my mouth. For you say, ‘I am rich, I have prospered, and I need nothing.’ You do not realize that you are wretched, pitiable, poor, blind, and naked. Therefore I counsel you to buy from me gold refined by fire so that you may be rich; and white robes to clothe you and to keep the shame of your nakedness from being seen; and salve to anoint your eyes so that you may see. I reprove and discipline those whom I love. Be earnest, therefore, and repent. Listen! I am standing at the door, knocking; if you hear my voice and open the door, I will come in to you and eat with you, and you with me. To the one who conquers I will give a place with me on my throne, just as I myself conquered and sat down with my Father on his throne. Let anyone who has an ear listen to what the Spirit is saying to the churches.

-Revelation 3:15-22

Let Earth Receive Her King

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The electors have cast their ballots. The long-shot “anyone but Trump” campaign has met its end. Barring catastrophe, Donald J. Trump will be the 45th president of the United States of America. As he steps into that role, he will have at his fingertips the largest and most powerful military arsenal in the history of the world. He will have at his disposal an intelligence network that can penetrate ever more deeply into the private lives of individuals domestically and abroad. He will have decades of relationships with the wealthy and powerful the world over, relationships that are unlikely to substantially change simply because Mr. Trump is moving his primary office to Pennsylvania Avenue. With Republican majorities in both houses of Congress, the power to fill a Supreme Court vacancy, and two-thirds of state governorships in Republican hands, Mr. Trump will likely face the weakest opposition in modern history. Between the political dynamics currently in force and the power of the executive branch at a peak due to policies pioneered by President Bush in the wake of the 9/11 attacks and expanded by President Obama, Mr. Trump may well be the most powerful president in history, a fact likely to be exhilarating or disturbing depending on your perspective.

But Mr. Trump can bring neither salvation nor judgment to the earth.

Oh, he can kill. He can destroy. He can oppress. He can divide. I don’t want to minimize the very real suffering that many will face if Mr. Trump governs – or reigns, to use his word – as he campaigned, with pettiness, brutishness and the ever-present threat of violence. Open corruption, political persecution and racist aggression are very real possibilities, and indeed are already taking place.

But as the time the world calls Christmas nears, I want to encourage you to look past Mr. Trump’s displays of power to the Power on which all of creation relies. Look beyond Mr. Trump’s pussy-grabbing ways to the Savior born of a woman to restore all of creation. Look beyond Mr. Trump’s mockery of the disabled to the Healer who came to make all whole. Look beyond Mr. Trump’s scorn for the “losers” of the world to the Victor who triumphed over death itself and only shares that triumph with those who are willing to become like little children – teachable, innocent, dependent.

The potential for violence, for chaos, for the crumbling of American hegemony and the bitter end of our great experiment is very real – but God is still more real. The powers of earthly government can kill the body, but there is One who has the power of salvation or destruction over body and soul. So rather than simply lamenting the risks to life and freedom that so many around the country and the world face, let us join with Mary in singing praise to God  for his grace in sending us a life-giving liberator – and then let us wait on the Holy Spirit to teach us how to live into that holy life and sacred liberty year-round.

My soul magnifies the Lord,
and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior,

for he has looked with favor on the lowliness of his servant.
Surely, from now on all generations will call me blessed;

for the Mighty One has done great things for me,
and holy is his name.

His mercy is for those who fear him
from generation to generation.

He has shown strength with his arm;
he has scattered the proud in the thoughts of their hearts.

He has brought down the powerful from their thrones,
and lifted up the lowly;

he has filled the hungry with good things,
and sent the rich away empty.

He has helped his servant Israel,
in remembrance of his mercy,

according to the promise he made to our ancestors,
to Abraham and to his descendants forever.

-Luke 1:46b-55

The Christian’s Ultimate Allegiance

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I, an apostle of Jesus Christ by the will of God, to you who are in America, Grace be unto you, and peace from God our Father, through our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ…

I am impelled to write you concerning the responsibilities laid upon you to live as Christians in the midst of an unChristian world. That is what I had to do. That is what every Christian has to do. But I understand that there are many Christians in America who give their ultimate allegiance to man-made systems and customs. They are afraid to be different. Their great concern is to be accepted socially. They live by some such principle as this: “everybody is doing it, so it must be alright.” For so many of you Morality is merely group consensus. In your modern sociological lingo, the mores are accepted as the right ways. You have unconsciously come to believe that right is discovered by taking a sort of Gallup poll of the majority opinion. How many are giving their ultimate allegiance to this way.

But American Christians, I must say to you as I said to the Roman Christians years ago, “Be not conformed to this world, but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind.” Or, as I said to the Phillippian Christians, “Ye are a colony of heaven.” This means that although you live in the colony of time, your ultimate allegiance is to the empire of eternity. You have a dual citizenry. You live both in time and eternity; both in heaven and earth. Therefore, your ultimate allegiance is not to the government, not to the state, not to nation, not to any man-made institution. The Christian owes his ultimate allegiance to God, and if any earthly institution conflicts with God’s will it is your Christian duty to take a stand against it. You must never allow the transitory evanescent demands of man-made institutions to take precedence over the eternal demands of the Almighty God.

-Martin Luther King, Jr., Paul’s Letter to American Christians

Neighboring as an Act of Resistance

Just then a lawyer stood up to test Jesus. “Teacher,” he said, “what must I do to inherit eternal life?” He said to him, “What is written in the law? What do you read there?” He answered, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your strength, and with all your mind; and your neighbor as yourself.” And he said to him, “You have given the right answer; do this, and you will live.”

But wanting to justify himself, he asked Jesus, “And who is my neighbor?” Jesus replied, “A man was going down from Jerusalem to Jericho, and fell into the hands of robbers, who stripped him, beat him, and went away, leaving him half dead. Now by chance a priest was going down that road; and when he saw him, he passed by on the other side. So likewise a Levite, when he came to the place and saw him, passed by on the other side. But a Samaritan while traveling came near him; and when he saw him, he was moved with pity. He went to him and bandaged his wounds, having poured oil and wine on them. Then he put him on his own animal, brought him to an inn, and took care of him. The next day he took out two denarii, gave them to the innkeeper, and said, ‘Take care of him; and when I come back, I will repay you whatever more you spend.’ Which of these three, do you think, was a neighbor to the man who fell into the hands of the robbers?” He said, “The one who showed him mercy.” Jesus said to him, “Go and do likewise.”

– Luke 10:25-37

One of the most fiendish aspects of the Babylon mindset is that, even as we live in an age of unparalleled material comfort and security, we are maintained in a near-constant state of fear and anxiety.

This serves the interests of political parties and corporations very well, of course. The easiest way to get your vote is to, first, convince you that you and your family are in imminent danger and, second, to convince you that the only way to find safety is to vote for this or that party. The easiest way to sell you something is to create in you a sense of desire or inadequacy, then convince you that my product or, better still, my brand can help you reach that desire or soothe that sense of inadequacy. The easiest way to turn an employee into a virtual slave is to convince him that if he loses his employment with the company, he will lose everything he has.

These pressures – on our identity as voters, consumers, workers – and the sense of fear and hurry they create can make it very difficult to connect in any meaningful way with those around us. For one thing, it is hard to find the time, as we rush between work and the supermarket and the children’s lessons and the myriad other engagements that fill our days. For another, we may be afraid to reach out, perhaps because our neighbors are of a different race or class or political party. Perhaps we worry about gossip and intrusion or even theft. Like the priest and the Levite, we are more concerned with our own purity, our own pride, our own comfort, than with loving those around us.

However, our inability to engage our neighbors only feeds into a cycle of “contact without fellowship” and the potential for suspicion and even hatred that such contact engenders. Our neighbors become the villains in a drama half-concealed, known only by their barking dog or loud arguments or late-night vacuuming. More seriously, our refusal to stretch ourselves beyond our comfort level to love those around us puts us in direct opposition to Christ’s command to love our neighbors as ourselves. We are his friends if we do what he commands; when we deliberately turn from his simple commands, we lose the right to claim his friendship. So when we say that we are too busy or introverted or temperamentally unsuited to love those we come in contact with, in our neighborhoods, at our workplaces, on social media, we show ourselves to be the enemies, not the friends, of Jesus.

This can be a challenge, pulled as we are in so many directions at once, and I have certainly been – and continue to be – guilty of making excuses for my own indifference to those around me. But as I am realizing that reminding myself of Jesus’ love for my neighbors makes it much easier to love them myself, I am trying to make an effort to look for ways to serve others, for example by offering my seat on the bus or texting someone I know is having a tough time or bringing over goodies to a busy mom down the street. The more I do this, the easier it becomes.

As we show the simple love of conscious neighboring, we strike a blow against a system that insists that we don’t have time to waste on others and that we are too strapped to share out of what we have. We strike a blow against a system that encourages us to see people only through the lens of what they can do for us. Most importantly, we show ourselves to be true disciples of Jesus Christ, who not only hear his command to love but actually trust in him and his authority enough to do it.

With our tight schedules and tighter budgets, this may feel like a stretch, but can friends of Jesus do otherwise?

From Death to Life in Christ

You were dead through the trespasses and sins in which you once lived, following the course of this world, following the ruler of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work among those who are disobedient. All of us once lived among them in the passions of our flesh, following the desires of flesh and senses, and we were by nature children of wrath, like everyone else. But God, who is rich in mercy, out of the great love with which he loved us even when we were dead through our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved— and raised us up with him and seated us with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, so that in the ages to come he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus.

– Ephesians 2:1-7

Holy Inefficiency and the Shut-In Economy

Can you imagine what Jesus’ ministry would look like if it took place in contemporary America?

If he went to the houses of worship to preach his message of God’s scandalously universal love, he would find them mostly empty: only about one in five Americans may be found in houses worship on any given Sunday. If he wanted to gather with his followers in someone’s home, he would have to face the risk that nobody could cook for him and his disciples, as only about half of Americans cook dinner on any given day. Perhaps our Lord would then consider moving the gathering to a restaurant, only to find that most restaurants are of the “grab and go” variety: fully 20% of all meals are consumed in cars. Maybe at that moment it would occur to Jesus that, in an age of widespread literacy, the perfect place to expound on his simple but astounding theories would be a bookstore. He would then have to confront the fact that fewer than half of books are purchased from brick-and-mortar booksellers. The rest are purchased as e-books or from online vendors. Scratching his head, Jesus might wonder where people congregate. The post office? E-mail and automatic bill pay mean that trips there are at an all-time low. The train station or bus stop? Nearly half of all Americans have no access whatsoever to public transit. The marketplace? Rather than representing a site of the regular procurement of fish, meats, dairy and baked goods, fruits, vegetables, sweets, clothing and durables crafted, raised or gathered by our neighbors, most of our shopping is done infrequently at supermarkets, malls and big box stores where an unpleasant environment and chaotic activity push us to grab, as quickly as possible, poor-quality, industrial products made and packaged far away from our homes before escaping into our vehicles. We may not even get the benefit of even the most superficial social interaction, as a large percentage of shopping is done online and an increasing percentage of in-store purchases are made using self-checkout. The demands on our time and energy have become so intense that many of us voluntarily live as shut-ins rather than waste precious hours acquiring basic necessities, with the result that so fragmented is our social and economic life that even our savior might have trouble sharing the Gospel if he were launching his ministry today.

One of the disturbing truths of economic life in Babylon is that, as it becomes easier and easier to get what we want at the moment we want it, we are becoming more and more isolated. For example, I dislike putting my life at the mercy of public transit as much as the next person, but when you take the same bus every morning, it is natural to build relationships with those you see at the stop every day. These relationships may be superficial or deeply meaningful, but they are not available to the independent, automobile-driving solo commuter.

While it is really, really nice to be able to buy toilet paper or sanitary napkins at eleven at night if the need arises, stretching the work day means that cashiers and other retail workers have difficulty maintaining the rhythms of family time, leisure time and worship time that have structure our lives as a species for millennia. An unintended consequence of an economy that more than ever caters to our individual tastes and desires is that we lose the social cushion that makes our economic and other activity about more than meeting our own needs and desires, but also provides a shared social experience; an opportunity to meet people outside of our race, class and profession; a means of supporting economic growth within the community; and a way of fostering the intangible connections that transform unrelated individuals into a community.

Economic strain is a part of our current landscape, and the resulting stress and frenzy make it hard to even take a day off. What would it look like to “waste time” by choosing ways of shopping, commuting, eating and living that maximize our opportunities to get to know and love our neighbors rather than focusing solely on our own convenience? What would it look like to rebel against the “what I want, when I want it” logic of our convenience-oriented landscape in order to expand our relationships and care for our environment? As a Kingdom community living as exiles in Babylon, let us look for ways to be faithful to our calling to value love over convenience. As a frequent user of online shopping services, I have difficulty doing this. But I feel like it is our God-given duty as Christians to try.

Contact without Fellowship

Hatred often begins in a situation in which there is contact without fellowship, contact that is devoid of any of the primary overtures of warmth and fellow-feeling and genuineness. Of course, it must be borne in mind that there can be an abundance of sentimentality masquerading under the cloak of fellowship. It is easy to have fellowship on your own terms and to repudiate it if your terms are not acceptable. It is this kind of fellowship that one finds in the South between whites and Negroes . . . When we give to the concept a wider application, it is clear that much of  modern life is so impersonal that there is always opportunity for the seeds of hatred to grow unmolested. Where there are contacts devoid of genuine fellowship, such contacts stand in immediate candidacy for hatred.

-Howard Thurman, Jesus and the Disinherited 

Trusting the God Who Rests

Remember the sabbath day, and keep it holy. Six days you shall labor and do all your work. But the seventh day is a sabbath to the Lord your God; you shall not do any work—you, your son or your daughter, your male or female slave, your livestock, or the alien resident in your towns. For in six days the Lord made heaven and earth, the sea, and all that is in them, but rested the seventh day; therefore the Lord blessed the sabbath day and consecrated it.

-Exodus 20:8-11

We all know victims of our economic system: relatives struggling to rebuild their lives after bankruptcy; friends who can’t get enough work to support their families; young people forced to work at jobs far from their fields of interest and academic or vocational preparation; elders who can’t retire because of the looming specter of destitution. With their stories in the back of our minds, we become acutely aware of the fragility of our own positions.

For those of us who have a reasonable chance of competing in this unforgiving system, our awareness of how easy it is to falter pushes us to constant motion. We go to work early and stay late, eager to demonstrate our competence and initiative to our supervisors and colleagues. If we hope to change jobs, we network obsessively and spend our free moments filling out applications and building our skill sets. If we have children, we are tempted to occupy all of our free hours, and theirs, with activities that will make them more attractive applicants to elite schools and colleges, so that they can have a more secure future. Enjoying our fellows becomes more and more difficult as we try to fit time for relationship into our hectic schedules.

When fear for our economic survival is combined with a culture that values productivity and efficiency above nearly all else, rest seems like a luxury, at best, or an act of dangerous folly, at worst. So we push and we strive, hoping that our efforts will help us survive or demonstrate our worth. Of course, many people, all too conscious of their inability to compete in the race, fall into anger and despair. When you know that all the running in the world won’t take you anywhere, why stay in the race?

Striving and straining for our crust of bread is the way of the world and has been since Adam and Eve were expelled from Eden. With technological developments that increasingly blur the distinctions between work and personal time and the fading of a cultural Christianity that largely kept Sunday free for rest, worship and family, the pace at which people who would be “successful” are forced to run is only picking up. But is constant striving God’s way?

In Genesis and in Exodus, we are told of a God who rests. This is not the only thing he does, of course. He creates and he labors, bringing forth the cosmos from the void. But from the beginning – and “in the beginning” – rest is an essential part of the agenda. For his twenty-first century image-bearers, the God who creates is easy to identify with. After all, labor and creation are a part of life, whether we are crafting presentations or pot roasts. By contrast, the God who rests is easily ignored or forgotten, dismissed as unnecessary or anachronistic by twenty-first century Christians. This perspective is totally backwards. Work is a part of life, but God himself commands us to rest. Every wild beast must find sustenance, but humans alone are invited to share a weekly, day-long communion with our Creator and our fellow creatures.

How do we respond to this invitation to spend a day each week resting with God and resting in God? Do we trust that our Father will take care of our careers, our homes and our future if we take a day off? Or do we stubbornly insist that we don’t have time to observe the sabbath, that our lives will only move forward properly if we personally oversee each detail seven days a week? While Christians have been freed from the chains of legalistic observance, we still have the duty and privilege of leaning on God for our support. Jesus relied on God’s provision for his every need. Dare we do the same?

Christianity Amidst Chaos

What, then, is the word of the religion of Jesus to those who stand with their backs against the wall? There must be the clearest possible understanding of the anatomy of the issues facing them. They must recognize fear, deception, hatred, each for what it is. Once having done this, they must learn how to destroy these or to render themselves immune to their domination. In so great an undertaking, the disinherited will know for themselves that there is a Spirit at work in life and in the hearts of men which is committed to overcoming the world. It is universal, knowing no age, no race, no culture, and no condition of men. For the privileged and underprivileged alike, if the individual puts at the disposal of the Spirit the needful dedication and discipline, he can live effectively in the chaos of the present the high destiny of a son of God.

-Howard Thurman, Jesus and the Disinherited

Welcome to Babylon

Where we live has a profound effect on our identity. A child raised in the East Village will have a different outlook than one raised in East Texas. A person from Cairo, Egypt, will have a different perspective than one from Cairo, Missouri. Most of us know that and consider where we live to be an important part of our identity. What we may fail to consider is that we live not just in the physical world, but in the world of the spirit as well. This spiritual world of soul-influencers and intangible forces isn’t as easy to describe as our physical world, but it is just as real and has at least as powerful an impact in shaping who we are. Since navigating the spiritual landscape is one of the primary concerns of this blog, I’m going to do my best to describe the spiritual environment that I inhabit.

My spiritual environment is isolating, ego-centric and individualistic. An implicit belief in meritocracy validates the status quo, hardening our hearts to the poor and training us to desire money, prestige and, especially, fame to validate our sense of our own worth. It is often difficult to gather with friends, relatives and spiritual family members, as we tend to prioritize things other than building relationships. The low level of condemnation I receive for failing to make and keep significant commitments to others suggests that such commitments are widely perceived to be luxuries – nice if you have time for them, but fundamentally unnecessary and unimportant. As a result, it can be difficult to treat the people in my life with the care that they deserve. When I am able to summon the energy and the will to try to deepen my relationship with someone, it is often an exercise in frustration as my calls go unanswered and my emails and texts go unreturned for long periods. I try not to let this bother me when it happens, since I sometimes do the same and worse to others.

My spiritual environment is tainted by anxiety. Even among Friends, whose practice of waiting worship trains the spirit in tranquillity, a spirit of frenzy is often waiting for the opportunity to take control. For example, meeting for worship with a concern for business may be marked by a conversational scrum rather than by patient waiting on God’s guidance. Successfully scheduling a joint committee meeting sometimes seems like a miracle on the scale of the feeding of the five thousand. A surprisingly large number of my well-educated, personable, middle-class friends are worried about making ends meet, while several of my retired friends never seem to have enough time. Scrambling is our default, while rest is something we do a few days each year during our vacations – if we are lucky.

My spiritual environment is shaped by market-based thinking. Even in discussions about sensitive spiritual topics – abortion, say, or spiritual disciplines or euthanasia or sexual ethics – it is often easier to talk about “efficiency”, “usefulness”, and “choice” than we do about dignity, obedience, decency and sacrifice. We often conceive of both our rights and our responsibilities as though we were merely economic actors: we have the fundamental right to use our resources to maximize our own pleasure; a decision is good if it expands the range of our choices and bad if it restricts our future possibilities; the most important thing we can say about a person’s life and choices is that they are “productive”; and the worst thing we can do as a society is restrict the choices of another, whether by limiting access to abortion or by imposing the death penalty or the draft. Consumption is treated as a right and production as a virtue.

In my spiritual environment, people are respectful of difference, tolerant of contradiction and suspicious of certainty. We are eager to welcome and befriend people of a broad range of religious beliefs, as long as they do not seem to consider their beliefs superior to anyone else’s. We are comfortable combining aspects of different religions into our own bespoke belief systems: meeting Christians who believe in reincarnation or Buddhist Jews barely raises an eyebrow. “Alternative lifestyles” are accepted with ever-increasing speed and time-tested social arrangements are increasingly viewed as old-fashioned and unnecessary. We have difficulty with moral judgment, preferring to say that something is wrong for us to saying that it is wrong period.

This is my world – pluralistic, cosmopolitan, individualistic and consumption-based. This is the worldview that I call Babylon, based on the similarities I see to the rapacious Biblical empire described in the prophets, the Psalms and Revelation. Even if you do not live in Babylon, I can assure you that you are touched by the long shadow that it casts. Babylon has many things to recommend it, such as the hesitancy of its inhabitants to condemn differences in behavior and its insistence on equality. However, I can’t believe that Babylon is anything like God’s dream for humanity or that one can fully inhabit the mindset of Babylon and that of the Kingdom of God at the same time. The Babylon system, with its focus on self-promotion and self-gratification, its resistance to the concept of universal truth, and its stubborn conflation of price and worth, is incompatible with living as the Body of Christ and incarnating the Kingdom of God, where self-sacrifice, self-control and obedience in the face of hardship are both a joy and an expectation.

This blog will document my meditations, travails and triumphs as I try to walk faithfully with Jesus in the shadow of Babylon. I hope that, as I share my experiences and insights with you, you will share yours with me, and we can challenge, encourage and inspire one another as we discover what it means to embody the abundant life Jesus promised us as an alternative to spiritual domains like Babylon. What does it mean to enjoy the freedom bought for us on Calvary while still dwelling in the lair of the Beast? How can we claim our identity as Children of Light in a world so often shrouded in darkness? To be honest, I am not sure. Will you join me as I try to find out?